Wednesday, May 27, 2009
that's it, mann.
That's It Man. Yes, this might be the END. But i don't know. I've done something i shouldnt've done. Gawsh, i can't believe this would affect them so much. Especially, HAHA.
So, i'm attached. (no need to know with who).. But whoever i'm attached with, i'm not blaming you for this particular incident. You're nt to be blamed. This is between me and THEM. Gawsh, here we go. *takes deep breath*
Today, have been one of the MOST horrible day ever. I can't believe everything was so nice the day before but then today, i don't even know what to name it...
To the BEST,
I'm definitely to be blamed and i know this is my EFFING fault. I'm sorry. The relationship has to be kept low-profiled. Sorie... The reason for not telling you people, again, i'm scared you'll be like 'WTH' and you know, ask me to (insert). But to the BEST, now then i believe you're doing this coz u care for me. *sigh* How dumb i was to not trust you... This is INSANE mann! Come on, we're buddies for almost 3 years and yet, i'm acting like a stranger... Come on, i'm totally a DUMBASS.
I really want you buddy. I seriously, D-O-N-T WANT TO LOSE you. You have stood with me like HELL long. Although time flies, look how much we bonded. I can't afford to lose a DAMN GREAT friend like you... Gawsh, guilt just keeps on pumping in my heart.
Its really a complication if you listen in it...
But find the way through and dig it a little deeper....
And voila, you get your answer; an answer that shocks..
That will change your life...
Greatness. Poem found at my bro Lit book. This poem.... definitely... my case.
We talked face to face during recess, yet time stopped us... Sarcasm was layed on me like spit. But what did i do... i can't do anything since i know i'm guilty... all i had to do was ask for forgiveness... and yes, i did. Tried making them understand the situation better but, seriously; to no AVAIL. After skool, went banquet, with them and eat.
Again, Syaril started talking about this in an indirect manner. And i was sarcasted by someone. Wth. Come on, i'm eating right? Can please don't spit sarcasm on me during that kind of period !? Eh, rezeki tak DATANG ah.
Then, PISSED case, after eating went back home but i purposely called SELENGZ accompany go roam JP. Said bye to Syaril only. Hah.
Then, got to know, buddy complained. Haish, i knew my mistakes, i texted her long-essay writing about my guilt, feelings, friendship and yet no replies... Gone case..
This would be her first time if she doesn't forgive me... *sigh* Guess this is the end... maybe. Gonna miss her man. You just don't know how long we're like having HELL fun together... Man, to have it gone just like that... its insane and upsetting. Haish, alright, come on, lets... talk about other... stuff.
So today, many didn't come during Elective. Well, what do u know. Got lowest in class for overall Elective. Haish. DOOM is here man. So tomorrow going watch movie. Like yeah! And also, got audition for emcee of the Kaleidorama thingy. Wow, must KEMBANG ahh. ;)
Kay arh... i seriously... no mood ahh... Kay ahh. Stop here ahh. Take care and Ciaoz. ;)
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
b...o..r...i....n....g....
Bored stuff. Yes, today was PURE boredom. Firstly, Physics, then, Core Geo. WTF.
And yeah, 2day during Physics, Mdm Wong talked about some O Level stuff about L1R4 i think? Talk about qualification marks for JC and POLY. Woah, can't believe some courses are need LESSER marks than qualification marks to JC. Again, WTF.
And then, English. This one GEREK maut ah. Woah, cannot tahan siaaa sit with JessBabe, and Wei Liang SiuL. Somemore talk to Ms Alex. Then, did this SEL thingy. About Causes of Argument. Hah. Like WTH. But overall, English was fun HELL for the day.
Then, somemore, what ahh? Yeah, MT. No teacher, so Nisha, Syaril and me went library yaww. Nisha SHIOK sendiri bodoh! She read Garfield comics, then laugh her butts off. Syaril was BLABBERING about planes. Mann, wat CRAP!? ME more worse, read about Animals. Ahah. Weird... -_-
So, shortly saw Shahilah's gang sitting at the sofa side. Gosh, nvr see Shahilah ahh. Tsk.
Then, bell ring, get back to SEL. Bodoh.
After that, recess and Core Geo. At first it was fun, i got gang. Talked about outing of the ETP. They said it was overally gerek ahh. Wth again. Then, Syaril made funny crap. Sekali, he have to BLAH. Gt some NCD stuff. Yeah, then, BOREDOM replaced him. Like wtf. All start sleeping. The Core Geo E Bros and Farhana play 'card' ah. Woah, Mr Desmond Tan like hell. Walk past our class so fast, yet can see they play Daiti/Taiti. Hah.
Then, weather was nice like hell during that period. Finally, rain... -_-
Then, Elective His, Elaine nvr come. Gbah, greatness. So went out of class and admire weather. Si Dilip like WTF. Ask me to CHIAO from class. Kanch bodoh he. Had gd time shouting to Khairunisa frm the opposite block. Hah. Great man. Then, aft skool, went mama shop, follow Edy buy mancis. Ntah lahh for what.
Went back skool. Then, went back hme. Mepek ke perr. Hah. K ahh, dats all ah. No more stories. Kaes. Take care and CIAOZ. ;)
Smsing Shahilah... God, i lve this girl man. ;)
Monday, May 25, 2009
Absent
Yo, backz with bloggin.And just finished watching Spiderman 2. *sigh* That's it man. Its no longer FUN for the FIFTH time watching it. Nothing SPUNK me out of my seats. B.O.R.I.N.G. I have to say; Spiderman 1 and Spiderman 3 are really CRAZY FUN HELL compared to this one. Mediacorp should have DONE MORE. ;p (mcm paham)
And yeah, 2dae, was absent from skool and MISSED the Malay Bengkel .SHIT CORE. Heard Didicazli was there. Luhh, bukan nyer bagos sangat. Nak cakap aku lagik bagos. Heh. ;) Alright, upcomin events; watching Night At The Museum 2. But dunno when ahh. With family though.
Aww shuckz, missed smsing Shahilah. Shitz. She's a great girl... Gosh, i lyke her. ;) Too bad, she deleted her bloggie. SHUCKZ again...
Alright, now, skool and home are boredom to me. I just don't know y. And something LAME is going on right now, can u believe SOMEONE like me IS PLAYING HABBO!? I PERSONALLY blame this SOLELY on Syaril and Fifi. Gosh, guys. Tell u all what; ONE WARNING: NO ENTERING HABBO. TRUST ME, YOU'LL BE ADDICTED.
No kiddin. And... and.. and... and.... oh, what somemore ahh!? Guess no topics... *sigh*
I wonder, how long will keep my posts unPICTURED or unVIDEOED... I'm like SERIOUS-SERIOUSLY lazy now. Again, this might sound CRAZY but i blame solely on GLOBAL WARMING and the SUN. The temperature just keeps increasing day by day, won't it? *sigh*
Alright, gotta go SMS Shahilah now. Hah. Missed HER mann. Okay, take care and CIAOZ! ;)
P.S: Hey HOMOSAPIENS, i'm WARNING to stop letting out heat OR else, you'll know what u get from me... (dah start ah tu DRAMA).. Heh.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Shahilah
Alright PEOPLE! Again BLOGGIN'. Gettin the mooooood.... Aha. And yeah, currently doin bloggin and SMSing Shahilah as well. Haha. Nice convo ahh. Cute ah she. Seriously. N yeah, can't believe i stopped in the middle juz to edit some bloggie template...
SIAL tol. And yeah, still PISSED by whats happening... But okok ah now. Didn't ask Syaril how was the outing... Again, WTF. -_-
Now, i like too much acting DUE TO the cultural performance like HELL. Got one time i acting like i scold Yushaini (my KIDDIE uncle), then he started to get 'teary' and never talk to me.
Me: *being RANDOM* YUSHAINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Knaper nie!!!? Asal CURIK2 BARANG KAT SEKOLAH!?
Yushaini: [jerked] Eh. [shocked] Maner... ader... Asl Abang Udi marah Yushaini...
Me: KAU DIAMMMM!
Yushaini: *jerked* *shocked*
Me: Engkau.... orang yang PALING TERUK AKU JUMPER!!! KAU PAHAM TAK!!!
Yushaini: *starts crying SILENTLY* *wipe tears*
Me: SIKIT2 NANGIS! MACAM APER!!! *glance at Ibu*
Ibu: *eating rice halfway, stopped* *shocked*
Me: *winks at Ibu*
Ibu: *rolls eyes and continues eating*
Yushaini: *crying and RUN TO MY ROOM*
Me: *starts LAUGHING*
And yeah, it was seriously HILARIOUS. The moments where he jerked, his FACE expressions. Haha. He was like "What is WRONG WITH him? What i DO!!!????"
Ibu was HILARIOUS also. Hah. When i glance at her, its like as if TIME STOPPED sia. She almost put the food that she was holding into her mouth with her mouth WIDE opened and to see her PAUSED like that is.... *sigh*... LOL.
But then apologize to him ahh. Like BASTARD sia if let him lik tat. Then, okay2 ah. Mas (Small Sis) was laughing like HELL sia. Enemies for life mann the both of them; Yushaini and Mas. Hah. Alrite then, stop here ah. Gettin ready for SKOOL yaww. Take care and...CIAOZ! ;)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Pissed..
Pissed...Firstly, ADAM LAMBERT failed BECOMING AMERICAN IDOL Season 8. Core, PURE Shitz! Disappointed 2 YEARS straight... Last season, i thought David Archuleta was going to win but... FAILED... and now it just keeps disappointing alright. UGH.
Secondly, MYE. REALLY BAD. (summarized) I think this is it mann... DEAD. And yeah, i dunno why but Miss Alex chose me to be one of the people which will be having P.T.I first next FRIDAY. Not sure why, though... but it HAS to be something EXTREMELY bad... *hoping not*
Thirdly, today was SUPPPOSED to be an outing with SELENGZ at ETP. (Escape Theme Park) But due to some FAMILY DISTURBANCES, i could not come. Aww SHUCKZ. Haven't ask them whether was it great, but confirm uh GEREK, Escape wat, all good.
Luck isn't with me these past few days. Wonder where has it gone to? *sigh* At least yesterday was nice...
Yesterday after CCA, got Malay Cultural Performance @ ASJC. (i think) And IT WAS DAMN EFFING COOL lahh ey. Actresses were HAWT, TALENTED AND certainly rock the house mann! The acting wasn't PLASTIC, it was like a really (insert vulgarity) good PERFORMANCE ahh. I'm inspired by them officially sia. It was entitled 9 JAM which also mean "9 Hours". Weird right? But the acting was a totally DIFFERENT thing.
9 Hours in School
9 Stories in an Essay
9 Cases of School Lives
Everything is all 9. Cool mann. Never thought it was this PRO ah. And yeah, winner of Anugerah Skrin, Shahril, was also there sitting in a VIP place with a HOT GIRL. Unfortunately, not sure who ahh. But whatever. She's cute. Heh.
Saw Mem Lizah and Mr Haizad, Syaril's ex-PE teacher in RULANG PRIMARY. Confirm SOMETHING ON lah between them. They look really (urmurm) ahh. Skali, they TUNANG siaa. Tell Mem that i now SNCO and Sergeant, she gave me a very WTF look.
Mem: So how NCDCC?
Me: Now, SNCO already ah. *proud*
Mem: *shocked* SNCO!?! Woah..... SNCO?!?
Me: Yes lahh. *WTF*
Mem: Ohh..... *looks unsure*
Me: -_-!
Great ke perr... Officially DISCOURAGED. Hah. Nvm2.
And yeah, Juniors were GREAT just on CCA. Everything went nice and smooth. Nothing like the FIRST time where we had GAMES DAY. Dun want to remember lahhh!!!
But one person (not juniors) ... PISSED ME MANNN! Mak ai, datang nak MENGAMOK PERR. Dasar BIASED tu cakap SUAHH! Tak yahh ATTITUDE lahh sial. Palah PUKZ. Can u imagine this person made a mistake, not on purpose, but when i followed she said i was wrong and STARTS saying "Alermak, BLUR AH dier niee! CAN DO PROPERLY OR NOTT!!!!!!!"
I feel like BASTARDing her sia. Damn biased. I know lahh, i'm small. I'm like PATHETIC, right? I know lahh Wafi and Miqdad are like more tougher and mature, that's why u so nice and friendly to them, but to others, come on ahh, don't act BIG ahh sial. You know what? You go back ur BLOODY ITE and don't come, BETTER STILL, GO HOME suaahh!
Ahh feel like SPITTING MORE but gotta control mann. Don't want more W. HAIR to grow... lol. And yeah... i'm definitely PISSED. By the way, MY FANS, i'm really sorry to start with a stupid introduction "Pissed..." . But that's just the basic idea on what this post is all about. So, FANS, maybe this is it. I'll start with feeling PISSED and i'll end with feeling PISSED. Alright, people. Take care, and CIAOZ ;)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Hey, freakyfreakyfreaky lovers!So long like DAMN (insert vulgarity) LONG i haven't update siaaa... And yeah, i saw today's performances of AMERICAN IDOL from some webbie. Hah. Secret, secret. ADAM LAMBERT MUST WIN! I confirm you he HAS to win! *hope* Please, god. Let this rocker rock his future by WINNING THIS! Alright, i'm insane...
Yeah, MYE overoveroverover. Waiting for JUNEz holiz so can rock my swelling legs off. Now, everything that kena prohibited to touch or play in house, is now available to touch. The FUNFAIR IS OPEN DAWGZZZ! But yeah, gotta enjoy everything i got now before it 'closes'. You...Get it.... right? -_-
Today is MARKING DAY. THUS,....................................... no school. Suspense MAUT. Hah. And yeah, waiting for this bloody outing of Escape Theme Park with the SLENGZ. Slengz people but they're great people lahh. Goodgood. And Syaril and Fifi now obsessed with HABBO HOTEL. Gawddddd...
MYE, Core Geog confrim hundredpercentconfirmFAIL! Noe why? Supposed to do 2 questions but did everything. SLENG tak bertempat... -_-... This SERIOUSLY reminded about the so call "Night Class" i had last year. I just cannot.... *sigh*.... lol.
So, everything is gonna end, and new STUFFS are starting.... Greatness dawwgz. American idol is ending by TOMORROW, MYE ended, and FREEDOM is fading... SINGAPORE IDOL is starting, EYE is coming but still far ahead... , and, Serious WORLD starts revoluting already. No more playin', babez.
Gosh, suspense RUNNING through me sia... W.T.F... NevermindNevermind... Gosh, saw A. Balqis at JP with her sister that time. Gosh, its UNDESCRIBABLE. She KILLS me MANNN! *stabs heart*
BBB Raihan (BrotherBapokBastard) and i are always COMPETING for whose voice shall win WORLD IDOL. 'World' isn't it? Hah. Reach home only then that's it ahh. Everyone get ready earphones siaa. Seriously, *kembangz* i think, its me lahh. Deserve the title ahhh...
Well, now over exams right? Hope i will be able to update more soon ahh. Alright then, people REMEMBER;
1. ROOT FOR ADAM LAMBERT IN AMERICAN IDOL!
2. VOTE FOR ME FOR WORLD IDOL!
Yeah, that's it yaww. Love you people, yaww. Peace out.
P.S Make sure type 'I LOVE YOU TOO' on tagboard ahh. If i catch, u never say that, then..............................WATCH OUT uhhh... *mcm phm -_-'' *
